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Early in the morning on Wednesday, rece' a call frm my aunt... @ tat point of time it's ard 4:15am+-.. Mama is shock to c it's her number appearing on the phone.. She cried as she told mama my cousin has no respond... Shock~ We jus get awake n get up immediately~ Quickly brush n get to with mama asap.. But still... ... we r too late.. She's gone.. haihh~ T_T too late.. too late.. She had jus left us like tis...
Previous nite was stil alrite aft seeing doc... able to eat blah blah... middle of the nite thingy jus happened like tat.. Aunt finds it weird as in how come my cousin didnt wake her up to go toilet or changed etc.. she touch touch call call her.. no respond at all.. onli feel her body temp is low.. haihh~ T_T
Police came aft the ambulance... done with some clarifications n statements... Onli waiting for Doc to come... Tis waiting of doc to come n check to issue the death cert reali takes up alot of the time sia.. 6-7 hrs.. so shit loh... finally 8am, get down to ask the doc to come up... but.. tok tok so much in the end aso cant help us issue... He somehow knw all the prob she had since young loh... nvm.. ask the casket's doc... Called n ask plenty of qns.. blah blah blah.. still called up the other clinic to check.. blah blah... many prb lar.. in the end aso cannot... Policemen aso keep coming up to ask how isit.. All of us so panic duno how long we gonna spend in searching of doc.. haihh~
Lucky our police uncle able to help in delaying the case.. Ask the policemen to hold on awhile while we continue to search for doc... Casket's side help us contact another doc... tks goodness he is willing to come n hav a look to help us... Finally thingy is done by afternoon... jus a simple wake downstairs for a nite... We females, r able to help her to do the cleaning n changing.. Everyone of us is allowed to hold her or kiss her for the last time aft dressing her up nicely.. Being the same age as her.. Me together with the other 3 cousins help out in the prayers thruout...
Today morning head to Bright Hill Temple for cremation.. Afternoon get everythingy done... Head back to aunt's hse.. tok tok.. accompany her till now den back hm...
Haihh~ y... y thingy jus happened like tat.. tis yr 2008 is gd or bad?? Jus within 6mths.. 2 gone.. y... grandma's 100th day jus passed not long nia... now my dear cousin... When @ her hse ytd.. while waiting... been thinking alot... the time we gather together @ 62 for all the celebrations... the time we bring her out for shopping... the time she had her bday celebration @ my hse... the time we play games together... the happy look on her face when she got new gifts frm us(aft getting somethingy, 谢哦~ 我爱你~)... the way she greet everyone, one by one.. salam to all my malay relatives~ the big big hugs she always giv to everyone aft sayin gdbye... haihh~ 1st is pa in 2004.. 2nd is grandpa in 2007.. 3rd is grandma in 2008.. n now... 4th is cousin.. just.. haihh~ Thinking of life again... y.. y life is like tis... life is unfair?? Wad will happen next?? Losing hope losing trust on life... no confident in life... 人生的下一步又会是怎样的呢? 没人知... 现在有阿公 & 阿嬷陪着你了.. 好好的在新地方生活吧... 希望你的爸爸妈妈能坚强的过每一天吧..
24yrs... haih~ Feel so sry for aunt.. 怎么说.. 她也是她唯一的女儿... Hope she can b strong n more on... dun think of any foolish thingy... U still hav all ur siblings n all of us~ Dun worry much bah... Understand the feelings too~ Reali veri happy to b part of tis big family... Happy to hav all my relatives... Happy to hav tis kinda bond between the relatives.. Love all my family n relatives~
*珍惜眼前的事物.. 不要等到失去了才后悔..*
*Now Im listening to YES 93.3fm*
Early in the morning on Wednesday, rece' a call frm my aunt... @ tat point of time it's ard 4:15am+-.. Mama is shock to c it's her number appearing on the phone.. She cried as she told mama my cousin has no respond... Shock~ We jus get awake n get up immediately~ Quickly brush n get to with mama asap.. But still... ... we r too late.. She's gone.. haihh~ T_T too late.. too late.. She had jus left us like tis...
Previous nite was stil alrite aft seeing doc... able to eat blah blah... middle of the nite thingy jus happened like tat.. Aunt finds it weird as in how come my cousin didnt wake her up to go toilet or changed etc.. she touch touch call call her.. no respond at all.. onli feel her body temp is low.. haihh~ T_T
Police came aft the ambulance... done with some clarifications n statements... Onli waiting for Doc to come... Tis waiting of doc to come n check to issue the death cert reali takes up alot of the time sia.. 6-7 hrs.. so shit loh... finally 8am, get down to ask the doc to come up... but.. tok tok so much in the end aso cant help us issue... He somehow knw all the prob she had since young loh... nvm.. ask the casket's doc... Called n ask plenty of qns.. blah blah blah.. still called up the other clinic to check.. blah blah... many prb lar.. in the end aso cannot... Policemen aso keep coming up to ask how isit.. All of us so panic duno how long we gonna spend in searching of doc.. haihh~
Lucky our police uncle able to help in delaying the case.. Ask the policemen to hold on awhile while we continue to search for doc... Casket's side help us contact another doc... tks goodness he is willing to come n hav a look to help us... Finally thingy is done by afternoon... jus a simple wake downstairs for a nite... We females, r able to help her to do the cleaning n changing.. Everyone of us is allowed to hold her or kiss her for the last time aft dressing her up nicely.. Being the same age as her.. Me together with the other 3 cousins help out in the prayers thruout...
Today morning head to Bright Hill Temple for cremation.. Afternoon get everythingy done... Head back to aunt's hse.. tok tok.. accompany her till now den back hm...
Haihh~ y... y thingy jus happened like tat.. tis yr 2008 is gd or bad?? Jus within 6mths.. 2 gone.. y... grandma's 100th day jus passed not long nia... now my dear cousin... When @ her hse ytd.. while waiting... been thinking alot... the time we gather together @ 62 for all the celebrations... the time we bring her out for shopping... the time she had her bday celebration @ my hse... the time we play games together... the happy look on her face when she got new gifts frm us(aft getting somethingy, 谢哦~ 我爱你~)... the way she greet everyone, one by one.. salam to all my malay relatives~ the big big hugs she always giv to everyone aft sayin gdbye... haihh~ 1st is pa in 2004.. 2nd is grandpa in 2007.. 3rd is grandma in 2008.. n now... 4th is cousin.. just.. haihh~ Thinking of life again... y.. y life is like tis... life is unfair?? Wad will happen next?? Losing hope losing trust on life... no confident in life... 人生的下一步又会是怎样的呢? 没人知... 现在有阿公 & 阿嬷陪着你了.. 好好的在新地方生活吧... 希望你的爸爸妈妈能坚强的过每一天吧..
24yrs... haih~ Feel so sry for aunt.. 怎么说.. 她也是她唯一的女儿... Hope she can b strong n more on... dun think of any foolish thingy... U still hav all ur siblings n all of us~ Dun worry much bah... Understand the feelings too~ Reali veri happy to b part of tis big family... Happy to hav all my relatives... Happy to hav tis kinda bond between the relatives.. Love all my family n relatives~
*珍惜眼前的事物.. 不要等到失去了才后悔..*
*Now Im listening to YES 93.3fm*
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