Cried~

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Monday.. Xmas day... last min den decide to go out... Went out with Carolin... jalan jalan~ Crowded~ Coz Xmas day~ Had dinner @ Vila'ge.. Saw Jason Chung there.. so coincidence... Oh ya, aso wana thanx my dearest kor... thanx for ur help o~ thanx for the lovely watch tat Im aiming for.. lol~ Thanx~ Muack~

Tuesday.. Work~ Nth special..

Wednesday.. planned to go out with Cailing.. Raining heavily~ Luckily it stopped aft awhile.. still can go out... Went FEP.. Tangs.. Heeren.. Den to Bugis.. Bought a tee @ FEP.. Had the oyster mee sua @ FEP too.. mmm.. at last I've tried.. haha.. quite nice wor.. Dinner bought back for mama.. Bought Ajisen hm.. yummy~ delicious~ hoho~

Thursday.. today.. early in the morning heard mama on the phone toking... kor left for work.. mama get ready to go out.. leaving a note for me.. watch tv bath changed.. go over to grandparents' hse for lunch... den to work...

"... ... 三次.. 不太好.." ... ... "你舍得放弃吗?" ... ... 哭了.. 偷偷地掉眼泪... "... ... ... ..." "... ... 就把我给丢掉咯.." ... ... "谁会舍得.. 谁敢.. .." 又哭了... 听了那翻话.. 好心酸... 从来没想到会从她口中说出来.. 忍不住又哭了...

梦... 梦从哪里来? 为什么会有梦? 梦... 人所做的梦真的会成真吗? 人为什么会做梦呢? 是因为太想某某人人了还是为什么呢?? 恐怖的梦... 高兴的梦... 不管怎样的梦都会实现... 成真吗?

害怕... 希望那个'梦'不会成真... 不要... 我不要...

看见那里多了些香... 难道... 难道他已经... ... 不会吧.. 真的舍得放弃吗?? 真的放的下吗?? 不可能..

@Tis point of time, Im blank~ T_T #$%Z^*&^%$#~!!!!!